To my lovely sister, it's been two very long years since you left our world. I miss you so much. Think about you every single day, and talk to you. I just wish I could see you or just know somehow that everything is ok. I want you to know the things that have happened since you've been gone. Nathan and jack are doing really well they both are really well. Sarah is getting married on 4th November this year, I really wish you could have been there. Mum and dad are ok, they have now moved to Eastbourne literally over the road from me! I'm looking after them bless them they miss you so much it's so hard to see them suffering. Jonathan is ok his operation on his leg went well. Bolly is ok so is Daisy doughnut! Then there's just me! I'm ok nothing has changed for me. Still going to gym! I miss you so much Deb I try to get on with each day but it's hard. I love you, we all miss you so much. Hopefully one day we will see you again. I love you, big hug. Xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx